Photographer: Hannah Mae Clark
I just don’t feel like blogging at the moment. There I said it. It’s grey, dreary, cold and wet and I can hardly dress myself in this funny end of season in between winter, let alone go outside and take photos. My skin looks awful, I don’t feel myself and I just feel like hibernating at the moment. I just don’t feel like it. I’ve got loads of posts saved but I’m in full hypocrictal mode of myself and I’m really putting off posting them. It’s hard putting yourself out there all the time and trying to be cheerful and upbeat, sometimes I just feel like being honest. I don’t like myself at the moment.
I’m also in full on-I just want to go to LA right now-mode as I’ve just had enough, I CAN’T WAIT TO LEAVE. Funnily enough of course I can think of so many outfits I want to wear out there already, just not here. I’m craving the adventure but there’s still so many weeks to go.
It was my birthday on Monday and for the past few years now I’ve started to dread being older, it’s not fun anymore. So I think that’s adding to my low confidence. I did go to Sketch though which was super dreamy. I know this is a bit of a depressing ramble but I feel like letting this out made me feel a little better, but seriously my motivation and confidence is at an all time low. I know I should be happier but I’m just not. Is anyone else feeling this at this time of year or is it just me?